about 4 weeks to go!

Baby Allison is on her way! and im excited. ive been noticing way more contractions especially when i walk or stand a lot! so im taking that as a good sign. hopefully she will be here by the first week of october! because im tired. i never knew that being pregnant made so many things happen at once. and whoever said that pregnancy is always awesome and nice lied! haha i never got sick but i have had everything else. gestational diabetes, preeclampsia, nerve problems, puppps! and everthing else! if u can get it i have gotten it and a bladder infection! and idk how i got that. but i do love my little pookie and i cant wait to meet her. would i do it again. yes i would! atleast one more time but im not one of those crazy women who are convinced they are building gods army or they want like 6 or 7 kids sorry but yall are retarded! haha. i think the biggest complaint i have is my friggin crotch hurts all the time! if anyone has any suggestions on how to fix that or what causes that please let a sista know! other than that im ready to have this little beautiful bundle! and  im hoping that with every bit of pressure my butt feels that its getting closer because my poor feets are so swollen i cant even bend me toes!

diapers diapers and more diapers! hooray!

I think im becoming obsessed with becoming a mommy! i just can not keep myself out of her nursery!!! yesterday i sat on the floor and arranged the boxes of diapers like 20 times. Then i bought a diaper stacker at good will thats white and has lace and everything on it and i put the diapers in there and took them out and put them back in and kept doing that forever lol. until it was perfect! And i went and bought a recliner yesterday and it rocks and swivels! Its a ugly brown swede color so i covered it with a nice crisp white sheet!!! and covered the top with a pink handmade quilt!!!

Work, being pregnant and such...

So i have been officially working at great clips for a month now. And honestly i really love my job. I might be almost 8 months pregnant but im still getting up every day and putting in my 9-5 or 11-7:) I dont mind working i never have. And everyone that i work with is very supportive. And i think that is why i like it, because no one is trying to make my life difficult lol. And besides the fact that i make pretty good tips and my pay check is a whole lot nicer than any other job ive ever had. Plus i sell pretty good amouts of product as well:) i could sell you a bag of poop if i tried lol.


Besides work i find my time for delivery coming ever closer! And im not ready! i wish i could go back to when i felt like cleaning and working on the house and do everything that now seems impossible to do!!! Because all day at work im READY! im on a roll and i could work 9-9 but as soon as i get in my car to go home its like all the tiredness of the day just comes over me all at once! And by time i get at home its all i can do to take a shower and wash all the hair off of me before i collapse lol. much less make dinner then clean my house...My poor house. thats another story. Im ashamed to invite anyone over! my poor kitchen is a all time stinky wreck! i couldnt find the smell in the kitchen i looked and looked and i cleaned and cleaned and it was the stinking bag of potatoes in the tater box! So now one half of my house smells like poop! So for the past hour i have been peeling good potatoes and chucking stinky ones. and i put the good ones in a freezer bag and they are in the freezer. because i cant eat potatoes right now:( Then i peeled two whole bags of soft apples that would have never been eaten! And now my house smells of cinnamon apples on the stove! yummmmy! 


But my nursery isnt finished!!! I am in a panic about my nursery! The walls are literally only half way painted. And everything is in the center of the room! Everyone has promised me that they would come help me paint it and then noone ever shows up! So it looks like im going to have a unfinished nursery! because im not even supposed to be painting....


And dont let me get started about little things like vacuuming. I guess its not a big deal that things dont get done but it still bothers me that i just cant get them done because im so tired... Oh well....

does everyone have to be a drunk?

Cant we all just get together and just enjoy each other company without everyone having to be a damn drunk? yes im pregnant, and yeah i never drank before i was pregnant even though i was over 21. but you know it seems like it used to be fun to just go have lunch, hang out watch a movie or something chill a little bit. but now days its not happening unless everyone is drinking. its a drinking party. well you know what your the ones who look stupid the next day when ever your all over not only your facebook but all your friends and all over the bar or club you was at and you have a black eye because you tripped up the stairs or something or a sprained ankle or a broken toe all i have to say is my toe isnt broken now is it nope! so if you cant be my friend because im not one of your new found drinking buddies and we cant be friends with out you expecting me to drink with you or im suddenly not as cool as you because all your friends are fucking drunks then maybe we shouldnt be friends anymore! i mean if you cant respect ppl then your the idiot! idiot! gosh ppl r just jack ass's

New things....Changes for the better

Blue! is todays color of choice haha. 


Well im sleepy. Yawning and very tired. And all Rex wants to do is play fetch... Im so sick and tired of fetch! And if you dont play with him all he does is bark and bark! Its honest to God driving me crazy lol. 


Well for the past year my hair has been driving me crazy. And i have honestly stopped dealing with it at all and just either throwing it in a pontail or on days i try to do something with it i throw it in a pony tail by the end of the day haha. So since i had the day off i decided to drive up to Great Clips in Randleman and pay a little visit to muh friend April! She done chopped off all my hair and i love it! it feels amazing and honestly it looks just like it looked when i first met her haha. So thank you bff i will gladly pay to get a hair cut. because my hair looked like major crap! Next time i drive up there hopefully it will be to take care of this half colored crap! 


In the past month i have quit my job at harris teeter and started working full time at Great Clips myself! i really like it. My blood pressure has went down and i feel a lot better! it could be partly because im not having to wear a hat everyday or horrible thick as hell polo shirts! but either way im happy that my life is finally taking a more positive route instead of the bumpy road less traveled haha. because honestly that road sucks!!!

Little Things Im Tired Of!!!

You know sometimes a girl just gets tired of bull shit! Like when one day you have someone riding up your ass worse than a string thong and then the next they are horrible, rude, mean and even the same way to your husband. You know i can take a so called friend acting like a douche to me but if your going to be ugly to my husband im pretty much going to slap your face son! because neither one of us can help it that your life sucks! That nothing is ever going right for you! Maybe your some of the issue? If everything you touch turns to gold then maybe you have a golden touch. but if everything in your life sucks maybe you just got issues!Then your lame ass is going to call me and say what are you doing? oh nothing that sucks so then all over facebook you invite all of your friends to go out and guess who doesnt get invited? the pregnant girl! Well hell aint i a friend too? You slut! yes i said slut because im mad and i can! I dont honestly understand y im friends with certain two faced people! they make me sick

First Blog in forever

Ive been really slack in my blogging. And for the most part that is because my laptop has a virus that ive just been to cheap to go get removed! LOL. So i am once again going to have a little baby! I have plenty of ultrasound pictures and he/she is so precious and cute!!!! I cant wait to find out what it is!!! And i want everyone to know that NC is COLD! again! like 45 degrees kinda cold. i cant deal with this lol. its getting a little out of hand here. God turn some heat on set it on 68 lol. So i have a new saying that i think everyone will enjoy. "I can see you so much better through the wholes in my back" its so powerful! its amazing how someone u think is ur friend can stab u in the back because they are reading to much into a facebook status and think that its about them! y would u think i was talking about u unless u was the one acting like that and talking about me behind my back and being a jealous bitch? well she deleted me from her facebook and blocked me and i told her i wasnt talking about her and that i didnt even know where she would get that from. Well by the end of the day shes sorry! boohoo its kinda hard to swollow with that big foot in ur mouth isnt it! so i was like i am going to b mad at her i am going to b hurt! ive never hurt her and her treating me like a traitor was not to be accepted! So i didnt call or message or even acknowledge her after her appology. and guess whos texting on my door! hello! i cant believe ppl! they make me so mad! Im sorry u cant ovulate and im sorry ur husband has jacked up soldiers but i have not ever once thrown that in her face! but if i was mean i would now. since ive been pregnant i have no filter and i really dont care what i say anymore LOL so if i was a mean person and i really did want to do that then i would!